abah ,

Yesterday , It’s a night , again .

She cries herself to sleep .

Like she used to do before .

She’s too weak .

But she’s acting like she’s too strong .

Is there anyone out there to care on her ?

Would you ? or you ?

She hopes that she could find a comfort in someone’s hand .

Right now .

But then she’s still being the weakest she .

But then she’s still acting like her opposite one .

She’s smile to greet her dreams .

She’s tryin’ to get her sleep .

And hoping that the person she missed will come out in her dreams .

And sure ,

If and only if life could be as kind as she wanted to .

It must be soooo easy .

To grab that chances , meeting that PERSON SHE MISSED SO MUCH .

Then she prays to never wake up .

Maybe she’s getting herself to give up .

She’s swaping her tears into a cup of coffee . like hm .

And drinks them all like she used to do .

Hey look ! she’s stop crying .

Yeah , her tears has stop draining .

Good then .

she wish she’s still her abah’s little girl .

His little star .

she wanna reverse it all , the stories of how they are .

she don’t wanna answer , she do not know better .

she need only one thing right now ,

she just need him .

she need her abah .

abah ,

adik miss you .

where are you ?

I was left with all deceits and lonely .

I felt dead .

When you were the only man behind .

Givin’ your strength to support me physically with mentally .

You’re the only love , my only man . my only soulmate .

I love you . more than I loved anyone else .

I miss your kissed in my forehead .

I miss your warm .

The way you holding my hands .

Like you always do .

I miss the way you always do .

 I.

Just.

Miss.

You.

( AL-FATIHAH , may Allah bless you there abah (: i'll always love you )

A letter for abah ,

From your little crying girl ,

Adik.