im sorry

i love you . 

yes i do .

there's so many kind of things i'd say to you .

but its just something that i could not effort to .

im trying to having a deep conversation with you .

but when the times and chances come .. my voice just stuck there .

i can't .

trust me . there's something i want to say to you .

its really .

really wanna say it .

im trying . 

i can't breath just bcs i tried to say this word towards you .

i really wanna hold your hands ..

and say it to you that I LOVE YOU SO MUCH .

and say that you're so important to me .

i have no idea why i couldnt show my love towards you .

like you did . 

im sorry for my behavior .

im sorry that i hurt you .

im sorry that i cant make you smile the way you did me .

im sorry .

sorry .

hoping that you'd read this entry .

and then you'd driving you car to my house , meet me .. and tell me that you've read this .

dear God , i love him . 

and its so true .

boy , im afraid of something .

im afraid that someday this relay gonna ......

its just i need you for the rest of my life .

you taught me 'bout islam the real is .

you taught me the way love exist .

you taught me to be stronger than before .

you hold me .

you safe me from my weakness .

you're just all about .

and through all over these things ...

what would you think i would feel if someday we'd having a broken relay ?

what would you think i might feel if you leaving me on the next day ?

you're all i need .

i want to share all the things i felt with you .

i wanna giving you a story about my real life .

i wanna tell you my real background .

but its just ... i cant .

im sorry if sometimes i kinda make you feel like i dont love you .

but seriously , my heart belongs to you .

im sorry for always not keeping my promise to you .

im really sorry .

you're half of me .

you're half of me .

im sorry .

i just love you .

you're perfect .

i wanna have a deep conversation with you .

i wanna tell you how i feel about you .

about us .

about the feel .

about the love .

i really wanna ....

hold your hands , look into your eyes , and tell you everything .

yes everything .

i love you .

sincere one . 

DINDA .

fatihaa hashim .